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• What is true friendship?

  Date: 2009.09.24 | Category: My life | Response: 0

  Recently, I am thinking about a question: what is true friendship? I am very puzzled about it.
  Since I entered the university, gradually I become very sad and negative. Everyday I just feel very lonely and unhappy. At first, I thought I couldn’t adjust myself to the new environment quickly, so I am in the difficult about find the right way of releasing myself. However, at last, I find it is because that I can’t find true friends. Maybe you will be curious about that. But it is the real reason. Though my companions and I stay together all days, it seems that our hearts are apart from each other. We talk together and eat together. However, there still is estrangement between us. Why? It makes me remember my best friend Nicky. She is my classmate in high school. She is one day older than me. We have our own tacit agreement that we are always missing each other without any connection. We stay in the best conditions to be the best friends. Maybe we don’t communicate with each other very often, but our hearts are always together. We put the other side into our heart. I am very cherish the memory of the time in high school. I love that feeling when we accompany with each other.
  Now, this kind of feeling is missing. I can’t find my true friends in the university. I can’t find the true friendship between my roommates and me. How can I deal with it? I am very happy and it just is superficial phenomenon. I am very tired to pretend myself. I just want to find some friends, to share the happiness and pain with me; I just need true friendship, to make me live a happy and joyful life; I just want to find someone who can truly understand me and care me. And in my opinion, the friendship is like the air to our human-beings. It is very important to me. I can’t live without it. Who can understand me? Who can help me?
  Here, I just want to say it out to make me relaxed. Of course, I will try my best to open wide my mind and spend more time on discovering the beauty of others, because I can’t imagine that what my life will be without any friends.

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